I am not sure what I am going through, but it sucks whatever it is. It isn’t that I am depressed, but perhaps I could deem it as failure to desire motivation and/or not acting on it. I’d tell you right now that I have a pretty busy schedule, because there are days and times that I convince myself of this, but my schedule isn’t near bad at all. I am averaging about 40 hours of school a week this month, but it is at such awkward times that my body doesn’t seem to like. I guess I can’t complain, seeing as a 35mm student just told me that he has straight 12 hour classes in Production Class.
I recently woke up from a nap that was long awaited and necessary. I’ve been having some bizarre dreams lately, though I am remembering them so I can’t complain. My internals alarm is still working perfectly. I woke up at 7:45, exactly, this morning. In my dream, my body even told me, “alright, it is time to get up.” I went to go get the mail and was walking outside. On my way to the mailbox clear across the parking lot I felt like a drunkard. I was stumbling left and right just because I was so out of it and couldn’t gain my composure.
I realized I do not have the necessary tools to change my spark plugs, so that will have to wait for another day. I need to clean this junk of a room of mine and get more organized, perhaps that would help with motivation. I plan on going out tonight for a night shot extravaganza, but we’ll determine how extravaganzic it actually is when all is said and done. Hopefully I’ll have some nice shots to add.
Until then…
